Smoking is bad for health, period. No matter how much I crave for a ciggy, no matter how I could smell it if someone’s smoking at the corridor yards away from me, no matter how much I think it will relieve me of the stress, it is not good for my health and it is wrong. It also won’t be a good example to the kids if they suddenly see me puffing away.
I have to quit smoking, again. It’s a very tough thing to do. If you don’t smoke then you will never understand what a smoker have to go through in the process of quitting – it’s hell, okay? It’s nowhere near easy, okay? So pardon me friends, if I’m grumpy or started rambling incoherently when any of you started smoking around me.
Perhaps I should just focus on swimming or hitting the gym to release the work stress… but then I can’t read the paperworks while lifting weights or threading water, can’t I? Perhaps I should start chewing gums or maybe pick up another habit that’s not harmful… I don’t know.
Cutting on the high cholesterol food is next. That too, is very very hard to do. Yeah it’s easy for you vegetarians to say but… ahh nevermind lah. I’m tired now, need my teh-tarik to stay awake :-)
At times, I feel like everything is going to fall over crushing and suffocate me to death. I was inundated with too many things to handle at once, things that were all quite invisible to me previously.
Going out taking pictures, laughing my belly out to near bursting it just didn’t do any help to reduce my stress level. The moment I stepped out of my “personal mode” and back into “work mode”, the spotlights starts shining around and drums playing incessantly.
It’s like being the lead guitarist in a concert, you can’t afford to make mistakes and definitely can’t have equipment failure lah… everything’s got to be in order and running smoothly.
The mood to blog is like ripples on the pool’s surface, at the time it started it’ll spread out uniformly and then before long it will weaken slowly losing its undulation. Then it’ll turn into wider curves and finally flattened or hit the wall. Then something will drop into the pool, creating another ripple which will go through the same process all over again. This, will repeat until there’s no more water in the pool.
So, if blogging is like the ripples, then it will always in need of fresh new energy, or injection of new ideas. Blogs without new entries is like a water surface without ripples, it’s placid. But blogs with exploding energy or mind blowing ideas, will create a surf instead of ripples… and that, is the interesting part.
Ok, I really have no idea what I’m mumbling about now… it’s time to sleep… just throwing something into the water to create the ripples but have no clue whatsoever on what this is about.
Life | leafy March 25, 2009 | 
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